Monday, August 22, 2011

What I've Been Thinking Lately

I know I need to upload pictures, believe me some are coming soon, but until then here are some things that have been on my mind lately. . .

1. Cloth Diapers-  Ok mom, you can stop making the face you are making and read on to hear me out.  I have a few friends that cloth diaper and have read a few blogs of moms who have made the switch and loved it.  While I am not trying to create more work for myself, I can't help but think that it would save money, is WAY better for the environment, I wouldn't be stranded in a small town (with no walmart) diaperless/never have to worry about picking up diapers again, and not to mention they are cute too!  I am doing my research, but if anyone has any info they would like to share, please feel free!




2. The first day of school is today and this day has been bitter sweet for me the past 3 times it has rolled around.  The first because instead of being in my own classroom I was doing my student teaching, thanks to an incompetent advisor and a college that wouldn't budge.  The next one I was VERY pregnant and remodeling a house in anticipation of our little one arriving.  I think I was still having issues with the fact my life was about to change before my eyes, and the one thing I knew how to do (teach) wasn't in my future anymore, at least not for the time being.  It was hard to not be there to start my first official "first day" like everyone else.  This year is a little bit different.  I have a thriving (and teething) 10 and a half month old hanging on my pajamas that I am still wearing waiting to eat breakfast and play.  I am content with where I am at and my situation, I know this is where I am supposed to be.  So even though I am have not yet had my official first day I can smile and turn to pick up my little guy, knowing I am doing something just as special!


3.  The concept of worry has been on my mind lately.  More specifically as in how not to do so.  As always, there are things happening here at the Clifton house, things that feel outside of my control, and hard as I try, I can't get them under control.  So I worry about them.  This is not smart.  I have been making a conscious effort to put my trust in the Lord and to let Him do the worrying for me.  Reminding myself that His yoke is easy and His burden is light whenever I get to feeling consumed with what ifs.  Isn't it wonderful that we have a God who is in control over everything?  He knows the plans he has for us, we just have to have the faith to follow them.


4.  My phone.  For those who don't know, I had to send my phone in to Apple because of some problems.  I was 3 days without it.  It was hard and liberating all at the same time.  I didn't notice how many times a day I reached for it, weird times really.  Like I checked for it when I went to the bathroom at a store (I guess to make sure it didn't fall out of my back pocket into a toilet), as my clock for what weird time Reid was waking up because of his teeth, for my book, for my music, for my e-mail, I mean seriously it was a big addiction.  And yet it was nice to not have to worry about it for just a few days.  I didn't have to think "do I have it?" "where did I lay it down?" or things like that.  Yes it does make my life easier, but I think going without it for a few days was just what the doctor ordered.

So there you have it, welcome into my head.  One scary place to be huh?

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Do Everything

God is just funny awesome sometimes.  Even in the little areas of our life, He just chooses to show us His love, and that He is very involved in our lives, yes, even the life of a stay at home mom.  Yesterday the hubby and I went on a crossover trip where we took the 6th going into 7th grade students who are going into the youth group to a water park.  This water park is called Splash Kingdom, and it encourages it's patrons to first Seek the Kingdom using Matthew 6:33 in it's advertisements.  They play Christian radio throughout the park all day long.  It is a small park with a great family atmosphere.  So much so we even let the kids go around in pairs or more if they wanted.  All in all a great trip.

Back to my story.  We were on the way back, listening to KLOVE, the local christian radio station when I heard the lyrics to a song come up and then the artist start talking about them over the song.  I was trying to listen to Mark, listen to the lyrics over the artist, and all the time thinking, he is singing about my life!  I never caught the name of the song, but I knew it was Steven Curtis Chapman.  I said I would look it up later.  As soon as we got home, we picked up the baby, showered, and headed across the street for a prayer meeting and fellowship with some friends.  It was a great time, something I am so thankful to God for.  Once that was over, Reid and I headed to the youth building to go get Mark, who had left the get together early to go practice praise band for the next day, and found him, along with my brother, playing in there.  Adam was downloading some songs from his computer to a jump drive for Mark to download.  I took it from him, then once we were finally home and had the baby in bed, I decided to upload them to my laptop.  One of the CD of songs that was on there was Steven Curtis Chapman's new CD Re:created.  And wouldn't you know the first song on there was the one I had heard earlier!!!!  It is called "Do Everything" and I fell in love right away.  Here is the first part of the lyrics.  Doesn't the first part just sound like the life of a stay at home mom?


You’re picking up toys on the living room floor
for the 15th time today
Matching up socks and sweeping up lost
Cheerios that got away
You put a baby on your hip and color on your lips
and head out the door
And while I may not know you I bet I know you
Wonder sometimes does it matter at all
We’ll let me remind you it all matters just as long as you
Do everything you do to the glory of the One who made you
Cause He made you to do
Every little thing that you do to bring a smile to His face
And tell the story of grace
With every move that you make
And every little thing you do
It was such a good reminder and such wonderful way for God to speak straight to my heart, that yes what I am doing matters.  Yes following His will for my life and staying at home matters to Him, it matters in eternity, I am making a difference even if it is just sweeping up the Cheerios that got away.  It also helps me to keep right attitude as do stay at home, that I am supposed to do everything as if working for Him and not for men (and wouldn't you know that is also what I read this morning in my quiet time in Col 3:23).  
All in all it has been a great week for me.  I have been working on not keeping tally and finding joy in doing things for my family.  It has been my prayer and God has been so faithful to provide.  It isn't an overnight thing, it has been a process, but it's wonderful.  
Here is the whole song if you want to read it.  You can also go here to listen to it, and here to hear the story behind the song.


You’re picking up toys on the living room floor
for the 15th time today
Matching up socks and sweeping up lost
Cheerios that got away
You put a baby on your hip and color on your lips
and head out the door
And while I may not know you I bet I know you
Wonder sometimes does it matter at all
We’ll let me remind you it all matters just as long as you
Do everything you do to the glory of the One who made you
Cause He made you to do
Every little thing that you do to bring a smile to His face
And tell the story of grace
With every move that you make
And every little thing you do
OOoh ooooh oooooh
Maybe you’re that guy with the suit and tie
Maybe your shirt says your name
You may be hooking up mergers, cooking up burgers
But at the end of the day
Little stuff big stuff in between stuff
God sees it all the same
And while I may not know you I bet I know you
Wonder sometimes does it matter at all
We’ll let me remind you it all matters just as long as you do
Everything you do to the glory of the One who made you
Cause He made you
To do every little thing that you do to bring a smile to His face
And tell the story of grace with every move that you make
And every little thing that you do
Well maybe you’re sitting in math class
Maybe anekatips on a mission in the Congo
Maybe you’re working at the office
Singing along with the radio
Maybe you’re dining at a five star
Or feeding orphans in Myanmar
Anywhere and everywhere you are
Whatever you do it all matters
So do what you do and don’t ever forget
to do
Everything you do to the glory of the One who made you
Cause He made you to do
Every little thing that you do to bring a smile to His face
And tell the story of grace as you do
Everything you do to the glory of the One who made you
Cause He made you to do
Every little thing that you do to bring a smile to His face
And tell the story of grace with every move that you make
And every little thing that you do
Ooh oooooh
Every little thing you do

Saturday, August 6, 2011

A Much Needed Time Away

Mark and I are currently on a little vacation get away in Tulsa, OK!  It has been absolutely fun!  Actually it is quite a funny story as to how we got here. . .

We were planning on going camping with Reid and another couple in Broken Bow, OK.  Later on though the other couple wasn't able to make it.  Mark and I were still going to go, but last minute that fell through for various reasons.  You would think we would be bummed, and we kind of were, but we war still going to go to the local lake here and spend time camping and being lazy.  So with that in mind, Mark set off Tuesday night with my dad and brother to play golf while I stayed back with the Reid Man.  After I got the munchkin in bed I got a text from our friends Brant and Amy saying they were going to Skype us.  I get on the computer and start Skype only to find out that Mark's twin brother, Blake, was sitting at their house in Tulsa!  We talked for a long time. So long in fact Mark ended up coming back home in the middle of mine and Amy's conversation.

We talked to them a little bit longer.  By this time it is around 9:30.  They had heard our vacation plans fell through and on a whim said "Come up here and see us!"  To my surprise Mark says, "Are y'all serious?  Because we will be there."  They tell us to come on, and ask when we would start out.  Mark says "As soon as we get packed, that way Reid sleeps all the way there."  Everyone is in disbelief and looks to me, expecting that I will be the voice of reason and say we should wait until tomorrow.  However I say "Why not!"  Everyone cheers and we hang up and start frantically packing and getting everything in order.  By 10:30 we are packed and on the road!  We drive all the way and end up in Tulsa by 3:30 A.M.  Needless to say Mark got to sleep in some!

We have had a blast while we have been here.  Brant and Amy have two little kids, a boy who is 4 and a baby girl who is only 4 days old than Reid!  To give you a little back story, Mark, Brant, and Amy grew up together and were in each other's weddings.  They were Mark and my first couple friends really.  I met Amy while Mark and I were dating and have gotten to know her real well.   We have watched them have a wonderful marriage and become wonderful parents.  Long story short, we just love them!  They have been generous hosts and we have enjoyed just getting to relax and play with the kids as well as have fun with each other.  We have played in the sprinklers, with a slip-n-slide, swam, ate some TASTY food (Amy is a wonderful cook!) and have played transformers, good guys and bad guys, soccer, and any other assortment of things that are all boy!

They boys played golf a few times while Amy and I stayed here with the kids, sewed, and cooked.  I cannot tell you how nice it was to be with a friend who is doing the same thing I am doing every day.  And enjoying it!  Not only that, but thriving!  She encouraged me so much and doesn't even know it!  It was so nice to just be around friends who love Jesus, love each other, love their kids, and love us!  We have had a wonderful visit, are sad we have to leave, and can't wait to get back together again!